Thursday, December 23, 2010

Dear everyone

i would like to inform you all that this "little" owwie is officially gone out of my foot!
No more waking up in the middle of the night because of it throbbing, or getting out of bed and not being able to walk on it, or walking funny slash limping to all of my classes!
I can finally walk on all of my foot without pain! i don't think anyone understands how happy this makes me! i realized how much i take little things for granted. i really don't know what i would do without my feet. anyways here is what was on my foot before i had it treated.
it doesn't really look bad in this picture because all the skin is covering it all up. but wait, if you saw what was under all that skin i bet you would throw up, like i almost did. i really couldn't look at it when it was cut open.
So in the process i went to my family Doctor to see if she would get it out. sadly she said it was out of her hands and didn't want to cut into any of the nerves in my foot so she had me go to a foot specialist. hardcore huh? and he starts cutting away the top layer of skin to see what is going on in my little foot. and then he comes in with this beetle juice! he said it was from south America and it was going to blister up the bottom of my foot and hopefully kill the cute thing on my foot. well here's the thing...he didn't put enough juice on the first time because nothing happened at all. so i go in again thinking that it won't hurt that bad because i was fine the time before. w.o.w. i was wrong. two hours after i left his office and when back to school my foot hurt so bad i literally could not walk. and so naturally i looked at in my 6th hour. bad idea. i pulled the bandage down and find a huge blue/gray blister with yellowish skin on the top ( from the acid) so i go back to the office basically shaking because i knew he was going to have to cut the huge blister off of my foot in order for the process to keep moving. well. he cut it open alright, and removed the blister...without numbing my foot. now if anyone knows me i hate sharp objects cutting away at my skin. good thing there was no blood or else i would've started to cry....wait... i already did. but only little tears running down my face. i was in pain. and then after my doctor was finished he looked at me and said " you look like you need an ice cream cone.."
actually doctor that was the best idea that you've ever given me. except i got jamba juice instead.
This picture was taken today (December 23rd) it's been healing and looks mighty pretty. Keep in mind he took out the blister last Thursday (December 16th) so if you count the days...it's been a week since it all happened. all the skin in the middle was a bright red. it was yucky. but i am so happy that everything is finally out of my foot and i can walk normal again.

I love my life.
Sincerely, Me

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

All i want for christmas

Is THIS beauty right here. it would be the best present in the entire world! and i think it's the perfect size for me!

Friday, December 10, 2010

why are girls asking to Sadie's so early? the dance isn't until like March or the end of April? and it's in the middle of December? talk about insane.



I'm seriously so so so stressed with finals coming up next week. i honestly think i am going to go crazy soon. oh and also why do we have counselors in school if they don't even try to help when you go in crying because you don't understand what the teacher is teaching or what is even going on during class? please someone answer that question because pretty sure they are there to help you?? does my counselor not even want me to go to college because that's what it seems like right now. and another thing why is it so hard to switch into a different teacher? why do i have to go to the counselor, assistant principle, have a meeting with the assistant principal and myself, then have another meeting with the vice principal.principal, teacher, myself and my parents....just to switch to another teacher!



can i just tell you how my meeting with the assistant principal went? literally it was three to five minutes long. and then she tells me that it looks like I'm doing okay right now...wait hold up last time i checked a (insert grade) doesn't get me into college? and i told her that. and she comes back and says that i don't need to worry about that right now? Oh.my.goodness. LADY WHY DOES EVERYONE TELL ME TO ALWAYS HAVE GOOD GRADES SO I CAN GET INTO A GOOD SCHOOL THEN!?!? (sorry I'm just a little frustrated) and now you tell me that i "don't need to worry about that right now?" sorry.last time i checked I'll be a senior next year. so i have the right to worry about it right now. five minutes later..what did we get done?...nothing..nada..a big frustrated Makayla. she kicked me out of her office. apparently there are more important things in the world.

Sorry this was more of a post to let out everything in my head. won't happen again hopefully!
On a happy note here is a cute little quote..."life is full of beauty.Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams."- Ashley Smith

Well that's all. Happy Friday everyone!

Monday, December 6, 2010

Winter Formal 2010

Get ready for a million of pictures These two pictures have to be my favorite of the night. I love Ally Taylor/ my brain and Jake Larson!


My little cheer girls looked gorgeous (:


More cheer girls..they are just so cute.

Thee Jessica Curtis


Jace Hiatt everyone! he's the greatest







Emmy Wright! Ah i love her with all my heart...in a dress (inside joke)





Ashley Anne Lake. the girl who i can always always count on. The girl who i can talk to for hours and she will just sit there and listen to me talk about the things that are bothering me. i honestly don't know what i would do without her.
a piece of our friend ship
"Squish, us ninjas have to stick together. ps i don't care of you eat doug just take her and eat the crap out of her., oh you can borrow my glass jet.Dangittt it's here in Idaho but it has a scratch the size of a pumpkin on the left door handle. well i need a friend so i say sprout wings and fly here, the weather is pretty nice i would say.psss there is a buttload of lucky charms (more magic mini charms) with your name on it on the counter top right in front of my face. so please i bet of you!! love you 27.3 tons!"
"Ahh pickles, mustard. pickles pickles PICKLES!hhhhhhaaaaaaaachooooo! Boo! stand on your head for exactly 1 minute and 25.7 seconds and drink tiny sips of water 7.356 seconds."
the friend says gibberish to me but i understand every single word of it.
i love you fash. spashley. fishy!









The group! 36 plus









Paige Tingey. we love seminary together






















Jacob Taylor Packer. the date.










Mom helped me get ready. love her





Daddy's little girl forever and ever.





Friday, December 3, 2010

Sometimes..

I wish i could own this house and just stay there forever. the slide is uh-maz-ing X987654!!
i wish i owned this store with my sister. Haleigh and Makayla....sounds like a perfect match to me. one day this will happen.

I wish i looked at life like this. high school is stressing me out, i wish i could skip school and get married already.


I wish i could actually make my hair look cute like this